Somewhere along the way

It was Friday and I wasn't sure what I would get done today. All I want to do is get lost in my romances. I tried a couple new ones but they were garbage. Poorly written, and stories really stupid. I was losing hope that I would find another good one. I searched and searched. I finally found one. I read one yesterday that had a whole lot of promise but it was short. It was my flavor though. Punk band trying to make it big. I play guitar in the band. We meet the biggest Punk band around and two of the guys get crushes on me. One of them helps me move into my new apartment downtown (after we get a nice advance check) I notice I have a BAD BRAINS poster framed on my wall. 

He makes me breakfast too. The two guys Silver (this dude) and Ezra were getting really competitive for my attention, and the story ended. Not even a kiss from either of them. The author 'may or may not' continue the story.

So I moved it along. I found another one. A girl goes off to college with her BFF. They want to pledge a sorority. Their challenge is to put on hasmat suits and gas masks and try and seduce a guy to make out with them. This cat Shane is at this party and runs into me knocking me down. He makes a joke about me having a Breaking Bad sexual fetish. He nicknames me Heisenberg. We become friends. Actually best friends. We are always together. 

Shane and me when we met Freshman year

Shane is from a rich family, and has lived and gone to school all over the world. One of his friends comes to visit him. His name is Owen. He and I are immediately attracted to eachother. Owen asks Shane if it's cool if he asks me out. Shane is on the fence, but gives Owen my number. We start dating and get quite serious. But he gets a job offer in Prague, and breaks up with me.

Remembering the day Owen broke up with me two years prior

But of course as per usual. He comes back from outer space. I am expecting a promotion at work, but instead Owen comes to work for my company and gets my promotion and is my boss now. AWKWARD! He is all apologies, and telling me he regrets the breakup. It was a huge mistake. He's hoping for a reconciliation, but I keep my distance. He and Shane were great friends back in the day, but now with me in between them not so much.

Seven years lapse (from the time Shane and I first met) and after a night of drinking he proposes that we have sex. We do and it's great. Afterward we don't talk for like a week. He comes back and suggests we become friends with benefits. We can sleep with other people, but if we start dating someone else tell the other person. We smash quite a bit. The sex is off the hook. We are in danger of catching feelings all the time. Everyone thinks we are a couple anyway. He has to go to his father's birthday party and wants me to come because dealing with his family is intense. My BFF and his friend JJ the pro football player come with. His mother tells him she has a woman for him to meet. He doesn't want to. But the woman walks in and it's a crush from high school. Needless to say it's a bit awkward. We decide to all go out clubbing. She invites a couple of her friends along with us. Everyone is drinking and one of her friends comes up to me and tells me that Shane is making out with the crush from high school. I grab one of her friends and kiss him in retaliation. Shane sees me and goes outside. Turns out that the crush girl had a feeling that I liked Shane so she sent her friend to tell me that lie about them making out to see how I would react. I fell for it. Shane told me he didn't kiss her, and why would I think such a thing. I felt silly.  He was always wanting to kiss me and touch me. Whenever we could slip away he'd want to have sex. I told him we should chill for the weekend while we were at his parents house since his mother already didn't like me. He would tease me and walk away. His father would have a masquerade ball the next night. The crush girl would try and seduce Shane, but he would shoot her down. She knew he kept a box of memorabilia from when they were kids and she found it and put it in my room for me to find. (Shane and I were thick as thieves and he never ever mentioned this girl to me, I started wondering why) I found the box and me and my BFF went through it. There were pictures and notes. There was a little box, and it had a ring in it. He PROPOSED TO THIS BITCH?! I was HEATED, but I had to play it off and go to the party. I went to the party and put my mask on and tried to play it cool. But he knows me so well he knew there was something up. He kept asking. Crush girl comes over and lets something slip about a box. I let it slip about a ring. The crush girl knew nothing about a ring. Shane grabs me and pulls me outside. We have to have a talk.

Shane tells the truth about the ring.

There is a flashback of me taking my then boyfriend Owen to meet my grandparents. Shane came along for support. Shane is beloved by my family so it's normal for him to be there. My grandad is asking Owen about his intentions for our relationship and is put on the spot. Grandad isn't particularly impressed. He asks to speak to Shane in the other room. Grandad tells Shane the story about meeting his wife and how he knew immediately that she was the one. Grandad give Shane his grandmothers ring to give to me. You can give it to her or if she marries someone else. But I want you to keep it because I feel you care for her. That's why there was a ring in the box. He didn't propose to the crush girl. They never really dated even. I thank him for telling me, and he takes off our masks and we kiss passionately. We go to my room. He says that he understands that we aren't having sex, but he wants to go down on me. His mother hears me screaming his name and knows that we are involved. They fight over it. She tells him to tell me to leave. He says if she leaves I leave too. She backs off. 

The story takes twists and turns. And Shane can no longer ignore how he feels about me. The crush girl shows up at his place to confront him about the ring at the party. Also to make him admit that he is in love with me. He refuses to talk to her. She won't leave until he does. He decides to leave her at his place and go to his buddies place to drink. He gets  crazy drunk with the broz, and calls me when I'm at dinner with my BFF. She's up at the bar talking to a guy. She's trying to make me talk to the guys friend to help me not be so focused on Shane. I take his call and he's trying drunkenly to tell me he wants to be with me. But just as he says it, my BFF gets her purse and phone stolen by the guys at the bar so I didn't hear him. So my phone went dead on his end. He thought I rejected him and went into a spiral. That night I was bugged by the call so I went across the hall to his place. The crush girl opens the door in a towel. Shane comes out of the bedroom naked. I want to cry but I leave. He runs after me into the hall and presses me against the wall. He says nothing happened with her. He asks if I believe him. I say yes I believe him. He is staring at the floor for a long time with me pressed against the wall. He is trying to say something but cant. He kisses my forehead and lets me go. He goes back to his place.

Something was off. I knew it was but I had to talk to him. The crush girl comes to my house and says that Shane and I need to talk. She's sorry for getting in the middle. But it's important that we talk. I go to work and when I come home I go to his place. All of his stuff is gone. I call his phone and he won't answer. I tell my BFF to call and he still won't answer. Two weeks pass and nothing. He's hiding out at his bros apartment. They do an intervention because Shane is miserable. They wanna know whats up. He says because I rejected him on the phone. They were like bro, you don't tell a woman that stuff on the phone. He was like whatever.

I am totally miserable. I go to work but I am quite sad. In my sadness I end up kissing my ex Owen. I immediately apologize to him. He's not bothered at all. He actually wants more. I say it was a mistake.

Something happens and they figure out that I never heard him. We both were going to Las Vegas that weekend for work. Turned out we were seeing the same client too. Owen and I were going to meet his client with our client and make a deal. He's at the hotel when he gets a call from his bro telling him I never heard him. MY bff told him what happened that night. He told him I was in Vegas too. He came and found me. He saw me in the lobby. Walked across it and kissed me passionately. He told me he loves me right then and there.

Shane telling me he loves me in Vegas.

It was totally romcom stuff. We had to go to dinner with the clients and he kept his hand on my thigh the whole time. We planned to meet at my room after dinner. I open the door and it's on and cracking! 

That night at dinner

Being back with him was magnificent. He wanted to lock me down of course as quickly as possible because he knew he screwed up. He wanted us to move in together in a couple of months. I thought it was a great idea. My bff would have to find another roomate of course. One day I am in the bathroom and see a pregnancy test, and it's positive. My bff is preggers! I leave to go and find her and Shane comes looking for me and finds the test and thinks I am preggers. He calls his little sister and asks what he should say to me. She says let her tell you. Later that night in bed I tell him to get a condom. He says why, I can't get pregnant if I am already pregnant. I tell him I'm not pregnant. I promised my BFF not to say anything so I said it was one of her friends. Of course the little sister lets it slip to his parents about the baby. But they are thrilled about it. We have to go visit for his sisters birthday. Everyone is congratulating us. I tell Shane to tell everyone the truth. He does. 

We can't keep our hands off eachother to get out of the house!

We get ready to go out for his sisters birthday but keep getting distracted by eachother. He's really a passionate dude. My ex Owen is a friend of the family so he was invited to the party too. AWKWARD! Shane goes to the bar and Owen finds me and asks if I told Shane we kissed. I said no. He said if we were going to have an honest relationship I had to come clean. Later that night in the room I start to tell Shane and he stops me. He says that we just got back together, and if there is anything bad he can't handle it right now. Just leave it for much later, when we are settled in. He will ask me then. I say ok. 

But

Of course Owen lets it slip. They fight. But he isn't angry at me. He actually takes responsibility for it happening. If he wouldn't have abandon me, it would have never happened. He and I would have been in love and stronger than ever. So he took the blame. I was like that is really grown up shit.

Later he plans a special dinner for us. There are twinkle lights everywhere. It's magical really.

He makes the most beautiful speech to me under the twinkle lights

He says the most beautiful speech to me, then he gets on one knee and asks if I will marry him...

THE STORY FUCKING ENDS BEFORE I CAN ANSWER!!!!!

ARRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

I can't find out anything about when it continues or anything. After all the stuff he and I went through I need to see a damn wedding!