Inspired Why

I am feeling like I can get some shit done this month. I am drinking WLD to get ready to go to the store to get veggies and meat. I'll cook and store today. I will get a bunch of cucumbers and chop them for snacks or meals. I like to dip the chips in balsamic and ranch mix and eat them. Half a cucumber fills me up. If I do this every week plus a dinner with protein and WLD 3 to 4 times a day by the end of the month I should look different.

The story I read on line is really resonating in me. 

This is the guy in the story. He's gorgeous. But how he is in the story is really a gentleman. He's protective, he's kind. He's flattering. He's generous, thoughtful and very sweet. Of course I started longing for that IRL. This is the kind of man you marry and have kids with. I guess it doesn't matter that it's just a fictional interactive story that has this fire in my belly. That makes me want to change right now. To be able to get out there and find the real one. Or if I run across the real one I can catch his eye. I could be a contender. Like I said before I know men in books and movies are extremes. Fictional. Perfect because they are written that way. The real life one will probably have tons of flaws, we will get in fights. He may even be an asshole sometimes. But I want to be in there to win. I found another photo that spoke to me.

To be HER! 
How do I get that job?
I crave intimacy. The real kind.