Damn facebook.
Minding my own business and I get another random friend request. I know this dude too. Another guy who disappeared.
He was an elegant foreign guy, his people are from North Africa and raised in France. Great body and sexy as hell. We would link up and he'd take me to a nice dinner or lunch. We'd get a room and fool around. After about the third time he informs me that he just wants me to go down on him, not interested in sex. I was like, yeah that doesn't work for me. He disappears for about three months then calls out of the blue. He wants to go for a ride. Ok. He wants to fool around. But doesn't have money for a room. I'm not going down on him in the car in some alley. Screw that. He got a hj, and after he says 'I could have done that myself.' What an asshole.
So here he is again. I don't know how to feel. He's grown an old ratty beard which takes away from his looks quite a bit. He wants to see me. He offers to take me to lunch. We end up at burger king. (really dude?) But whatever, I'm starving. We chat. He comes up to see my place. Of course he wants to kiss. His beard hair is gross. I don't like it. He's getting worked up so I tell him to stop. Of course he wants to push it. But I keep telling him to chill. I reminded him of what he said to me and how he acted. He 'didn't remember'. I was like 'I do'. He was rude and selfish. He is gorgeous tho. He said we need to keep in touch, and he'd be around my area Tuesday. These guys just popping up and thinking they can buy me a hamburger and fuck. It's annoying.
If they were gentlemen, and could show you a really good time, maybe you would feel differently about it. But everyone is so broke. Why does that mean I have to discount MY worth. There was a moment when I thought he and I could date. But he's one of those 'lone wolf' types. It's a little sad this keeps happening.
He does look good great naked tho.
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