Tuesday, October 9, 2018

BREAKTHROUGH!!!

THE BREAKTHROUGH technically happened.

I got my sellers licence. But I haven't purchased my first pair of sneakers to flip yet. The ones I want that fetch a high price are over $100. I had saved $50. I had to spend $20 in an emergency. I am trying to sell things on a site from my closet to make the money I need, to get my first pair and get in the game. 

Rob and I attended the tax lien class for three days. That changed my life forever. FOREVER! I can't go back. I can't ever go back to working for an hourly wage after being in that class for three days. I want to 'flip paper' and get money for their master class which is $40,000. But they teach you how to flip houses in the field. That's how people become millionaires and part of the 1%

I learned how the 1% gets there and how they use tax codes to stay rich. I have been lied to my entire life. It's no one's fault; it's just the way society is set up. To keep some people working to keep the 1% rich. Knowing what I know now. I can't go back.

MY WHOLE LIFE CHANGED! My entire reality has shifted.

If I could make my first sneaker sale I would be very happy. It would be the real beginning. 

I am contemplating getting on the street team to make $150 so I can get my first real pair so I can make $600. Take out $300 and flip it into $1,200. Why wouldn't I do that. I can't sit still. I am too pumped. 

but on the other front. On the end of the second day Rob tells me he pretty much has a girlfriend in Atlanta that he's "most likely going to marry." I felt like he was trying to gauge how I would react to the information. I didn't. I just talked to him openly about her. But I didn't ask any questions, because I didn't want to know. But the thing is he seems like he wants my attention. He wants a lot of women's attention. He keeps referring to K like I am dating him. I am not. It's frustrating.

The thing is this. Rob wants attention, but for no reason. I wish I was spending time with someone who I actually was dating. Who I actually have feelings for. Instead of giving off the impression that I am in a relationship when I really am not. For instance when we went to the class over the weekend. There were a few very attractive men there, and they would check me out, but it seemed as if Rob and I were a couple, so they kept their distance. I felt like approaching them would be incredibly awkward because of the optics. I would look like I was 'stepping out in front of my man's face'. I started to think what if Rob actually does like me, that would hurt his feelings. But then he dropped the fiance bomb on me and I'd wished I'd spoken to these men anyway.

If I work the programs I have I could be a millionaire in a year. This is doing my head in, but in a good way. The best way. Everything I ever wanted could come true and then some. 

ITS ALL UP TO ME!